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Monday, September 20, 2010
I miss you Ming Hong
i just finished work at 245am, its nt that i worked really hard, i started at abt 1am.
Market has been pretty slow after the govt cooling measures, so i am kinda taking a short break. but the workaholic me feels very uneasy over the slow market, i gotta wake up at 1am to ensure i update all my listings in property guru.
then i logged into facebook and i saw this msg from Kairui
Kai Rui Liang Death is more universal than life; everyone dies but not everyone lives.In loving memory of the greatest, bravest friend
I know he is referring to Ming Hong. Today marks the 3yrs death anniversary for my dear friend. i remembered the date because i wrote a blog post on it 3 years ago. Somehow, after a year, people forgets, so do I. how many times did i miss him? probably less than 15 times, of which maybe 10 times were during the first few weeks.
His comment left a stinging impact on me. in fact, i am so proud of him that he can remembers the date even after 3 years. how abt me? i have a dear friend Yvonne that needs me, where was I? i made a promise to visit her twice a week, but i only made it once this week. I am slightly guilty. but yvonne, trust me,i have tried my best but i will try harder n harder.
why do ppl always get very enthu at the beginning n eventually forgets or not want to do it anymore? at least thats me. we humans are always finding excuses, yes me.
i was in emotionless state for the past few mths. its nt like m feeling very emo nw, i think i have a heart of stone. i cldnt understand why people can write such emo words in facebook or get so upset over work, love and blah blah. are they nt contented? My life has been very good so far, no complaints though sometimes i wish i cld close more deals n hope to be more hardworking. we only have 1 life, why live in self-pity, compaints, or think we r inferior to others? i dont want my last day to be unhappy, or living w regrets.
Everyday i live is a blessing from my God above. If i die today, i know i have live before. i am glad i have my directions.
Quoted: Reflections are for regrets. I choose the now.Chellee @ Monday, September 20, 2010 | comment
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Chelle - love herself, her family and her friends.
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::Song::
"Love Story"
We were both young when i first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I`m standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did i know
That you were romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don`t go
And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet `cause we`re dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh
`cause you were romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don`t go
And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it`s real
Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town
And i said
Romeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone
I love you and that`s all i really know
I talked to your dad, you`ll pick out a white dress
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We were both young when i first saw you
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