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Wednesday, September 16, 2015 career & marriageI am at the crossroad. I did well in my real estate business but i am getting so bored of it. maybe not just bored with this career but bored of my life. i woke up every morning feeling bored for the past 2 weeks. Nothing to really look forward to, life has been stagnant. But my job pays me well, i just don't have the drive to find new business, just too lazy. but i don't have the guts to quit either. hubby has been very busy with exam and work. i really want to help him and be understanding. but i cant seem to be understanding. so easy said than done. Nonetheless, i read somewhere that if i can jot down my points daily about what causing me to be bored, then i will be able to find a solution to my problem. Ok bye!
Wednesday, January 14, 2015 ITS 2015!Its 2015! Today seems like a moody day, probably because i havent been productive! I miss working with Mike, Xue and Meimei.. i started this trade and gotten a few people to join. But now its still back to me alone . Feel abit helpless but doesnt have much guts to move out. The remuneration of this trade is still attractive but my perspective have changed. I need someone to motivate me! Enough of the bad mood swing, i think writing a blog post will cheer me up! I wanted to do a new year resolutions and hope i still read this post in 2016! 1. I want to do well for real estate. Since last year, my passion for real estate has reduced significantly. i dont know why but i am trying to get my passion back, I just signed up for a 3k course, i hope to gain some knowledge out of it. i think 10k per mth is realistic. 2. I want to learn how to love people. I think i love my family and Cat,, and they know it. But i am a poor listener for my friends, slow to listen , quick to judge, I want to be more patient with people, I am actually trying, not to talk much but listen more. 3. I want to be independent, I used to be very independent esp after my previous backup. But now! i am super inclined to my cat. Suddenly he becomes everything in my life, i will always wait for him to come home, and also not meet my friends. This is actually not very healthy. Actually part of my mood swing is because i havent really spend quality time with him as he has been working super late everyday. no one for me to talk to. I need to detox. Having said that, i also need to take care of my health. I have been eating NON STOP after i got married. I need to start monitoring my health. My new year resolution is to be back to 52kg by July. That means i have 6kg to lose!! 4. I must remember to do Quiet Time every day, my faith needs to be strengthen. 5. I need to save money....... I lost so much in the stocks. i hope to save up $25k this year at least.i dont have CPF, i need to be discplined. I will add more when i can think of new ones!
Thursday, November 13, 2014 i am now officially married to Clement Koh! I am of coz delighted to have him as my hubby. He treats me well and plays w me. Now that my relationship has been settled i am back to my work. Somehow this year hasnt been the perfect year for me, sales is not fantastic and lost a few clients too. I kinda feel i have lost the passion in this real estate business, have I? Most of my associates are not doing well too, so its a little disheartening. But i guess thats because i am not ready to be a coach. I dont feel i gel very much with my manager too, so i am thinking of a career switch or a company switch.. well, i am still thinking.. Hopefully 2015 is a better year for me with better sales. :) Hope to have a baby in 2016 too :)
Saturday, May 17, 2014 Oh! This is sucha old old blog, just got my password changed too! If anyone still reads this blog, please drop me a sms ok! haha (sounds silly to be talking to yourself). I found a hard disk today, alot of old songs, alot of kel pics, alot of poly documents, pictures from 2006 - 2009, and even duet with BAIMA!! Time flies isnt it?? My last post was still abt the terrible Brian. Thank God, my life has been good. I am so blessed to know Clement and i am going to marry him soon!! 20 sep 14! I kinda know Brian was there to teach me some life lessons, but i cant be more happy that he has left my life. I also thank God for Kelvin, i seriously have no recollection of our past even after seeing the pictures, time really faded off all memories. So, i am totally in love with Clement, hes not the richest, most handsome, not even sure if he's the one who loves me the most, but somehow i know God has put him with me for a reason. I simply love him so much, i really think if you love someone so much, you tend to be more self-sacrifical. In my eyes, he is just so adorable, so passionate, so God-loving and people loving, so not petty, i really hope to be with him for the rest of my life. Maybe m blabbering nonsense here, but who cares? I love you baby! but he will never read this. Good night!
Tuesday, May 08, 2012 happy MichelleI just realized i have not been posting for 3 mths! what am i doing man?? or time flies probably the best excuse i can use.. So many things have happened from Feb to May! Most important, God bless me abundantly after my broke up with Brian! A total of 7 deals in the last 3 months, it seemed that it was clear sign from God that Brian shouldnt be in my life afterall, or at least i feel God is trying to comfort me. I am walking closer to God now, because it seems that it was all pre-destined. Brian doesnt even bother texting me now, the wonderful man i thought was gone. Though sometimes i still miss him, but i think time will heal, or rather i have got better. what doesnt kill u makes you stronger right? i am also back from Japan trip, my family and sisters love me alot. sometimes i took them for granted. but i do love them alot too esp mommy. have also been running, 6km a week and maintaining it.. and also did roller blading finally with my pri school friends. been partying too! :) Lesbie got married on 5.5.2012! m so happy for her! life seems to be getting better and better for me. :)
Monday, February 13, 2012 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. I read a book called ilove! it took me 2 days .. its provides alot of insights. i also met many people recently.. so my mood got better. sometimes in life, we gain some friends and lose some. Admist all that has happened, i am glad i am surrounded by good people and i thank God for that. Love God and i love myself again. :)
Monday, January 09, 2012 New Year Resolutioneven though i am not in e happiest mode now, but i think i shld blog abt my new year resolutions! 1. To be more sensible, mature and think before i act is #1 resolution for this yr 2. To love and walk w God. Reading daily bread every day, and also finish reading the bible in this yr. 3. Earn 10k nett per month.. actualy m on and off this goal tht i set 2 years back.. :( i think i shld really work harder, i didnt really work hard last yr :( 4. Love my family more! i think i achieved that last yr, i really love my family. 6. A trip to Sydney! or Japan! 7. Bring mummy to Korea! 8. Save 4k a month since i have no cpf, and nothin.. i havent been saving.. its a very difficult goal but i will try!! 9. Love myself more - i think i do tht well 10. Be top 100 producer in at least 1 of the quarters! 11. Spent more time w HDS n yvonne Cant remember e rest will update again! :D upset! I was really upset over a mistake i did on Sunday, it affected my reputation and also my relationship with client worsened. :( My first new yr resolution was to think before i act. Sometimes i dont think of consequences, i just acted on impulse. i think i am immature, rash and stupid. :( But it brought me closer to God, let me repent and walk w God again. N i thank God for this valuable lesson.
Wednesday, November 02, 2011 Was bit pissed or upset today. Went roller blading w my frens and had some fun. Jo n I was trying to get someone to stop Smoking.. But it seems that he can't stop it. Well well we tried, sometimes being kpo is nt good. :( I promise I won't ask him to stop smoking again
Wednesday, October 19, 2011 finally closed a sale n rental deal this mth.. very relieved compared to last month's results. i sucks at this, but i know i am not so keen in real estate anymore. every 2 years i get bored of work and want to do something else. but i cant give up, just recruited someone, my sis in this line and i also love the lifestyle m having now.. i feel stuck.. i hope i know what m getting myself into.. i have a vision of going overseas to work for a while.. it sounds abit crazy.. maybe m just too bored.. m so into roller blading nowadays.. thanks to Brian who has been teaching me.. i am so grateful to him.. life's getting abit boring, need to spice it up! :)
Wednesday, October 05, 2011 I had a pretty bad day today or rather in e afternoon! Feeling bored n suffocated. I knew meeting Dylan n girlie will be good. We watched friends w benefits, had a great dinner n a great time bonding. We dont judge, share dirty little secrets, laugh at stupid things n had so much fun! They cheered me up, I left e place feeling so happy n energized! M so blessed to have such true frens. Cheng: I love u alot too ever since u lent me ya sci textbook in sec 1. My life is so wonderful!! :)))) Note to self: running makes me really excited!!
Tuesday, October 04, 2011 Sisters are overseas and sales have not been good. i am feeling so moody actually.. sometimes i think i may have regretted my choice of doing real estate but sometimes i think at least it pays me better than a normal job. Some clients are really nasty, and some agents are worse. sometime i get dissapointed, but sometimes i am happy to be in this business. So i concluded sometimes i know what i want, and sometimes i dont. just awhile ago, i am a very confident woman earning good money n very happy. but now i feel sad. its a ME thing to self-pity, i ever wrote an analysis that if that happens it means m down. in order not to be down, i am meeting girlie n dylan for movie later. i hope i can be happier later. i always feel good meeting e 2 of em. To a happier ME!!
Saturday, September 10, 2011 I had a great dinner today w Cheng n min, they are my bestest folks. We went everything w fries, food is good, dessert is so-so. They are accommodating enough to eat curry fries n order my dessert Mille crepe. Love em bits but just too tired to go prawning w em. Then I headed hm n we took this cab, driver is a Christian. Simple nice guy looking for duck head right at Cheng's kopitiam. It's quite funny, sometimes simple people get more joy than the rich ones. Just after that thought came to me, my manager called me. He was complaining to me this afternoon on how arse this seller was because the seller decided not to sell e property, he was so upset n not peaceful. He earns loads of money but he is not as happy as the cab driver. He called me again because he said seller changed his mind in e evening, so all e cursing stopped, when he secured the deal and he is happy again. Then maybe a week passed n he will be stress again . As I reflect on that, it seems that my manager is the not so good guy, but in actual fact i am just like him. My happiness n confidence is derived by hw much money i earn. Actually I feel sad for myself, hence I feel so comforted when i see this simple guy. I am contented w my life, though I am nt 100% happy. I have to constantly remind myself how wonderfully I am made by God because he gives me gd family friends, health n money. I want to b a peaceful person n I pray that God give me e strength to b like Joanne. I feel that I am better n less stressful now but still slot to improve. Thank God
Wednesday, September 07, 2011 Couldn't slp at 1235am Once a while on nights like this I couldn't slp.. I been tossing n turning and couldn't get to slp, so might as well update my blog. Just back fr Melbourne (21-27Aug) It was fun w jaiyme n Mas, but the trip cost me 3.7k which is really expensive. we tried sky diving. Actually the fall is very fast but I think it's quite shiok. I can't really remember hw I feel now, but whenever I see e video I can't stop laughing at myself n the process. We reached Melbourne later n almost missed our sky dive. Lucky we managed to squeeze a slot. The whole trip was very blessed. I also enjoyed the great ocean rd drive, and the snow board experience. We had a really cute instructor fr Mt Hotham called Nee. He's 27, looked like Asian and has a nice accent. When a guy is serious, he must be very charming. Hee Othe than that, it's my first time seeing snow, I really like the place except the snowboard part. It really kinda freak me out. :( Overall, I am still having post holiday syndrome. I really wish to get back again or visit another cty soon. But I need money. I need to earn more more n more!! Market has been quite quiet lately :( it's affecting my sales. I been abit lazy, hope to get back my momentum at work. I hope I get to slp soon.. Gd night folks. If Lesbie read this, I miss u Lesbie. Have been exercising hard, ran twice, swim n golf last week. If I continue I probably gonna lose weight soon. Signed up for facials for f $1605 for 10 sessions, m so broke now!
Tuesday, August 16, 2011 thinking abt work. thinking abt melbourne tripI am so distracted today. At one time m thinking abt working, then melbourne trip in 6 days, then family, then God, then other things.. i have so much work to clear.
Thursday, July 28, 2011 After awhile, u realized money is not everythinghave not been blogging.. have been really busy with work.. but been having free sundays too. i spent my bday this yr volunteering, working ( closed a deal on my bday itself), slping, pedicure, sipping chocolate at MC cafe at parkway, and then home. it was a quiet event, nothing spectacular and exactly how i wanted it. The night before i was out w my HDs at ZOuk, it was fun, i was high, and we stayed till abt 3am before we headed for supper cum breakfast till abt 5am. After so many years, the 5 of us plus ric n joshua never fails to make me realize how imp they r in my life. fang even took day off just to go Zouk w me. why m i so blessed w this grp of girls? we often complained abt each other's bad habits, but when it comes to celebration, its always still them. 13years of friendship, thats crazy but thats so lovely. i really love them like my family. i love my mommy and 2 sisters too. they are so awesome. of coz i love lesbie, terence, liching, yee, ais, qinghui, dylan and girlie. i am just so wonderfully blessed by God. my fren Yvonne is in hospital again, so is Ais. i feel helpless. but it makes me realize money is not everything. health is more important. yesterday i just banged my car, 800 for my excess, was abit heart pain. but thank God both my sister and I are fine. she even bought me flowers because she thot i maybe sad. i earn more than her, but she is happier and more peaceful than me. she give me alot of her time, but i didnt give her alot of mine. she always spend on family and friends, i think she is the best woman on earth, she is my best sister, my best fren. i love her so much. if i ever become a lesbian, i will really love her. i really love her. i love mommy and elder sis too, they really pampered me. i love lesbie too, she called me so quickly yesterday, and give me so much suggestions, she such my lesbie u know. thanks Kelvin for his help too. if its not because we were ex-lovers i would really treat him like my best guy fren. my post is to tell me how fortunate n happy i am. i hope all my frens are happy too. :)
Friday, June 17, 2011 Mr 37 went Beijing last week and was back on tue 14th June. But i thought I saw him on Monday after sending mommy hm. Strange. Anyway, went lunch w him on Tuesday whilst waiting for my viewing, Zouk on Wednesday, and chicken rice on Thursday. I kinda enjoyed his companionship and at the same time I kept reminding myself that this is complicated. He is nt 37 but he is so hot. Boo.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011 Just yesterday, I blogged abt this charming guy. I had a chat w Jonathan and he managed to convince me that he is not so worthwhile after all. Jonathan is like my big brother, always trying to protect me. I think infatuation is a state of mind. One minute u think u really like a person. The other minute u got enlightened and moved on. Of coz I still think Mr 37 is a great successful business man, will continue to catch up w him and learn his tips n strategy. He is such Typical Aries. Hehe :) Nights all ;)
Monday, June 13, 2011 Quiet week for workThis week has been really quiet, hardly any calls nor any viewings. Anyway, that's nt the real reason for blogging. Haha I know of this guy who is 37years old. I knew him couple of mths back but only know him better after showing him another unit last Thursday (2nd Jun). I thought he was a serious straight forward guy. He kinda impress me because we saw a horrible hse together but he was very nice nt to make any sarcastic remarks. I kinda like him as a fren and we went out a couple of times to Crystal Jade, Hui"s bday, Zouk, lunch at Siglap, and also breakie at the coffee shop. I don't think he is trying to impress me but he did leave me a gd impression. I am just thinking if it's e age gap which makes me think he is a player or my sixth sense at work. Other times, I think he is so serious, charming and sending me false impressions. :) But he also can be missing for a gd day without any text like tdy. :( It's a short but exciting crush. I am loving this adrenaline rush whenever I see his texts. I hope this feeling stays longer, I have short attention span!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011 Have been sick for e past few days since last Friday. Felt terrible n slept almost every hr. The medicine was really strong n I think I gt a weak stomach. Have been resting e mth of May, really hope to recover soon n make up for my loss of income. God bless me w a speedy recovery.
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