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Thursday, June 02, 2005 i gt e urge to blog after msnin.. 1) i dun think feelings shld just come n go.. dun tell mi 1 min u realli like e person n e 2nd min can just forget him/her? wtf.. unless u arent serious at all.. athough i forever sae i like guys.. but i guess m nt lidat la.. i beri serious in relationship de lehz.. nt mani ppl believe though.. wadever.. 2) some ppl to protect emself.. like to use SPARE TYRES.. y do tht arh? just becoz X1 n ya is nt possible n then u start mentionin ya spare tyre name(Y2)? is so damn obvious.. i pity e spare tyre.. e person tht u dun lurve.. but e person tht u USED to hide ya humiliation or to show tht u aint so ke lian afterall.. afterall.. u still is some1 in somebodi's heart? sheash.. i dun think i do tht.. but i do haf a bunch of guy plus ger frens to let mi drill on whenever m sad.. obviously they will neber like mi n vice versa.. but u wun hear mi mentionin: neber mind abt X1, at least i gt Y1.. or Y1 went movie wif mi tonite, i feel so happy.. i feelin like huggin Y1.. i run to him whenever i feel sad.. he is so sweet blahz blahz.. wadever.. i think its just to hide ya feelings.. wtf.. X1 shld regret lettin such a good ger go n secretly hope he neber find another 1 again! wahahahhah m just kiddin. of coz mus gif full blessin lahz.. i will hor.Mr n Mrs Man is good example. Since dunno when, i neber look back. 3) when i shut up or dun wan continue e conversation le.. dun probe. it irritates mi. 4) i dun like ppl to lean to mi unless they r close wif mi.. realli lehz.. those close wif mi of coz i dun mind lahz..esp those warm huggies n shakies..i love tht.. but nt close i realli feel BERI disgusted lehz.. touch mi i will feel like slappin em.. realli means slappin em on their face lehz.. haha i sound violent sia.. E.g there was this Y2 lie on my shoulder when watchin movie.. i realli feel like slappin him lehz! i just stare at him! n nw i dun ever dare to go out wif him anymore.. neber again.. n i promise to ask for permission b4 lyin on any of my guy frens shoulder again.. in case they feel like slappin mi too.. ahha wah.. my entry so long.. m bored of studyin.. anyway.. its onli 1.48 am.. slpt at 6 plus am on mon, 7 plus am on tue, n 4 plus last nite.. milk or rather drinks wif milk content dun help. i drink milo every night.. n i dun drink milk.. will i haf decalcification? probably by 40 my bones will bent.. wadever.. tml gotta work.. sianz sianz.. but e pay quite good lahz.. n can meet my AAAs boys, stupid brendan n Derek.. hope they buy coffee for mi tml.. hehez..n bless my sales is beta than Mer! heehee.. m still into writin.. wad shld i write? hmm.. my econ lecturer 'Ting Ting' is so cute! had my funniest econs lecture ytd..Lookin at technical charts, we roughly shld knoe when a trend will end.. his intepretation: a stock mkt is like a sex mkt. u knoe its e time to stop(come out) when u reach e max utility n when everybodi is happi. he mentioned alot others too.. he is realli funni n i think humourous n intelligent guys r most charmin. Jaiyme like to intimate his ugly face but then both mi n qing think his intelligence covers all his flaws.. yea.. he is a darn heavy smoker whu cheats on his gf haha.. just like andrew. lol!~ suddenly i miss all my tutorials n lectures in SP!~ aww.. miss ying ying n lizy too.. miss my classmates! ok.. i shld end.. byebye..
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::recent:: spent my dae alone at hm.. it was rainin heavily i... Bored*** nw is 1.20am.. just came back fr supper.. heez.. i... decided to leave a post b4 goin to school..Haf bee... HappI 21st BurpDay Bee Bee!~Muackies*Huggies*Shaki... Thesis: Rationale on Guys gettin upset over Man U ... went for monthly auction todae. lester is quittin ... e shows.. Zouk!~ ying testi for mi! chuckles*"(my melody..) chelle....::archives:: April 2005 ::links::
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